My summer of freedom is a very interesting time. A bit like a rollercoaster. I am pleased to say that I have learned to be more of an observer of my emotions that a judge. Or at least to limit my judgmental-ness.
At the moment, I am wondering how much of my discontentment is linked to how I think others are judging my life. In theory, I of course don't give a crap what others think. But in practice, I do. But it's not really the others - as I haven't heard anything negative at all! - but it is my own inner voice that I am masking as 'the others'.
So, the question is: how much am I getting bored with the status quo? And how much of it is certain expectations I have of myself? I suppose my job did contribute to quite a significant extent how I defined myself.
Anyway, interesting times indeed.
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