what can I say

So, my internet is back and to celebrate I skyped A for three hours last night. How I missed that! Skype really is a great invention and while being far away, it's awesome to at least be able to chat.

Otherwise, stuff has been happening but I am not really sure what to write about really. I've been sewing quite a bit again (all that time freed up by not having internet) and am about to finish my first and also second coat. Oh, and most excitingly, I finally unwrapped the overlock machine I got as a present nearly a year ago. And have simply fallen in love with it! Yes, those are things that get me excited :-)

I quit one of my jobs but got a new contract for the other - it all works out naturally, doesn't it?

I've been meeting up with friends which has made me a lot happier and 'balanced' again. Which of course is quite ironic, given that I had decided to 'let go' and re-learn to enjoy my own company again during the month of November. As somebody said to me the other day: I should try to live by what I coach. And he certainly has a point.
I do wonder what happened to me over the last few months. Where did all that negativity come from? And despite being aware of behaving a way I didn't want to, I seemed unable to snap out of my moan-iness.

Whatever the reason may have been, I feel I'm back to my 'normal' self again. Which is great. And part of my learnings of the last few years, is to accept that things might not always be hunky-dory and that it is also ok for me to be in shit mood once in a while.

So, there you go. A random blogpost. I shall try to write about more interesting stuff again soon...

Before and after the overlock-treatment