zen

Independently from each other, I got told by two people, who I only met very recently, and one of them only very briefly, too, how I radiate calm.
It's a lovely thing to hear even if quite in contrast how I often feel myself. While I certainly learned through my event management job how to stay calm or at least pretend to be calm even in stressful situations, I still feel that I lose my nerves way too easily over very trivial matters.

It's also another example how the way I see myself differs from how I am being perceived at time.
Well, I keep learning.