February 2014. Nothing much has changed here... Even if I don't remember what situation I was referring to at this point in time.
I would love to be the centre of everyone's attention. In theory.
But in reality, the thought of a group of people - even a small group of people - looking at me, makes me very nervous and terrifies me really.
What I've come to realize though, is that when I am in that moment all these stupid thoughts about what others might think about me, just stop. I just am. Whatever I am. And at the end of the day, people are probably nowhere near as critical as I dread they might be. And even if they are: who cares really?
So, maybe one day, I won't even be nervous anymore. In the safe knowledge that it will be ok on the day.
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